synthesis

as i will never ever manage to lead this blog
the way i want to
i decided just to put random thoughts on it
(excuse. excuse. excuse.)
:P

today we went to see comedy gig
on the other side of town
and we laughed.

i have muscle ache for i spend the days walking up and down
hills and stairs
chatting with people and handling out CVs and letters
good luck might be coming
I will pray to that

tonight the sadness got to me also
sneaked in when i wasn't looking
So I found me walking and wandering
why the f*** am I here
what the f*** am I doing
how I will be dissapointed
how everything is bound to change
and so on

but it is the way it's supposed to be- the storms of endorphin waves
in the land of many weathers

which i understand not.
which seems to be different universe
so I guess it's time to take me tail and extra limbs out of the box
and be alien as well.

still- the fact that the bus driver says hello every time he sees me
(after the vocabulary of serbian GSP beasts)
cheers me up in the morning better than coffee.

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