the brist' list

1. Airline psychology: when I was doing CBT (for dummies :D) against fear of flying, the collegue told me not to talk to people but to try to overcome fear by myself. I did not listen then. I did not listen two days ago, also. (bad client, sorry Vlado)
The person sitting next to me, Jamie (male person), had patience to endure 25 mins of my panic attack (bless him). I just had to buy him drink after that, he just had to chat to me more because he got a drink so somewhere above Belgium he offered to give me a ride. From Bristol airport, after the last flight.
If there wasn't for him, I would have not just to pay ridiculus amount of money to get to Puneet, but would also stay one collegue short- Jamie is a psychology teacher, into Jungian analysis. And yup, we had a great talk on the plane, details of which would probably be too boring for most of you.
Luck, ay?
But actually, it just started... Jamie does not know Bristol well + his battery conveniently died so no GPS and as expected we were lost before finally reaching second roundabout, Tesco & Blockbuster on the corner in 1 am. Never mind, we hugged goodbye. Stayed in touch.

Then I met Puneet. I will make special post about him, he's the best host I ever had.

And then me friends...everything went just amazing...

elem

Sutra letim.

I shta god da krenem da pishem izgleda neopisujuce za trenutak. Frka mi je, jeste. Mirna sam, apsolutno. Blagoslovena sto me neki mnogo dobri cuvaju, citaju, misle..

Nije mi frka od leta samog toliko. Vise od onoga sto me ceka- kada se okrenem, u daljini se vise i ne nazire tacka od koje nema povratka.

I ne mogu da verujem- koliko je lako jednom kad se krene. I koliko izgovori gube na snazi kad ih u razloge pretvoris.

Moja je zelja jednostavna- necu da mi bilo sta dise za vratom. Necu da zamisljam ako mogu da vidim, cujem i probam. A to sto je toliko toga bilo do sad, pa... to valjda samo dize cenu, ne?

Bice sve ok, jel' da? Ma da.

Volem. Iz osmog distrikta budimpestanskog, preko sveta i planeta.

fala braco sestre sto ste tu.

hm hm

the day before departure.

ok.

the night.

in this very night i want to thank following people for their support on all the ways which ultimately led to this one:

1. my parents (as in couple)- for making Jeja where there was none. although they planned no such thing.

2. my grandparents- for creating the first thirst in the endless search for knowledge on this rocky road we like to call life.

3. my little sister Sonja for every hug in the right time.

4. my friends. Tzo, for putting my mind to the right place in time. Q, for reality shock and keeping up with my hypochondria once upon a time. Igor, for each and every night, be it absint or pure delight. Iva, for finding her so wonderful never to lose her again (and you know how often i use "never", girl). Zmaya Maya for signs and cyber Gods empowering
Belgrade night watchers: Marta, Sanja, Sloba, Chivitli, Marina, Johny D King, Jelena O
The guys from the block: Sasa, Vlada, Raco, Nikola, mali Golub .
Internationals: Tobias, Robbie, Orsi, John, Darek, Stephen, Anna.
Buda & Pest wanderers: Mehmet (mr Cool), Atilla, Milos
Novi Sad life wakers.
....... all of you who thought me what is it all about- people, nothing more, nothing less.

thank you.

now i feel ready to go and see what will happen.